Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace is seen for the first time since announcing devastating miscarriage

Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace is seen for the first time since announcing devastating miscarriage as she attends fashion bash

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She sadly revealed she’d suffered a miscarriage earlier this week.

And Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace was seen for the first time since sharing her sad news on Wednesday night as she attended the WHSKY fashion launch party at Aures in London.

The Big Brother star, 43, wore a black dress for the night out where she posed for the cameras.

Strong: Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace was seen for the first time since sharing the sad news of her miscarriage on Wednesday night as she attended the WHSKY - fashion launch party at Aures in London

Strong: Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace was seen for the first time since sharing the sad news of her miscarriage on Wednesday night as she attended the WHSKY – fashion launch party at Aures in London

Aisleyne boosted her height with a pair of black stilettos and accessorised with shimmering bracelets.

The beauty wore her honey tresses slicked back in a sleek up do for the appearance.

It comes after on Monday Aisleyne took to her Instagram stories on Sunday to share the heartbreaking miscarriage news as she penned: ‘It hurts every time, but this time even more.’   

Aisleyne has tragically suffered three miscarriages and a stillborn in her bid to have a child, with doctors confirming she suffers from rhesus negative, a rare blood disease that threatens her chances of carrying a baby full-term. 

And the TV star was devastated as she lost her fifth child, with Aisleyne tragically admitting that she had ‘never been more ready’ to have a baby. 

Stunning: The Big Brother star, 43, wore a black dress for the night out where she posed for the cameras

Stunning: The Big Brother star, 43, wore a black dress for the night out where she posed for the cameras

The look: Aisleyne boosted her height with a pair of black stilettos and accessorised with shimmering bracelets

The look: Aisleyne boosted her height with a pair of black stilettos and accessorised with shimmering bracelets

In a series of messages, she penned: ‘Everyone knows I’ve been through this before.

‘But never have I ever been so excited and happy and ready for a baby as I was this time. And him too.

‘It hurts every time. But this time. Even more. Is that OK? Do u understand?’

Aisleyene continued to say of the baby’s father, whom she hasn’t spoken publicly about: ‘When a mother loses child we all rally around her, and sometimes he, the father is lost in the mayhem.

Glowing: The beauty wore her honey tresses slicked back in a sleek up do

Glowing: The beauty wore her honey tresses slicked back in a sleek up do 

‘He loved baby. He dream to meet, hold, protect, provide… he slept on and kissed my belly every night.

‘He’s broken. Not.Just.Me.’

The devastated model went on: ‘I’m losing my mind. And I don’t mind.’

Referring to her previous losses in another story, she wrote: ‘Again and  again and again and again.

Tough: Aisleyne has tragically suffered three miscarriages and a stillborn in her bid to have a child

Tough: Aisleyne has tragically suffered three miscarriages and a stillborn in her bid to have a child

‘I just wanna be with my babies.’

Aisleyne added to her stories: ‘Some would say I didn’t even know you. But I carried you, felt you grow. Longed for the day we’d meet. Dreamed of your future. Not only did I know you, I fell in love with you.’

Over on her grid, she posted an image of a poignant message which read: ‘I may have only held you in my womb for a moment, but I will hold you in my heart forever.’

The post was met with a plethora of supportive messages from her fans and showbiz pals, with Danielle Mason commenting: ‘Sorry to hear this hope u r ok ash.’

Star: Aisleyne rose to fame in 2006 when she appeared in the seventh series of reality television show Big Brother (pictured with a male friend)

Star: Aisleyne rose to fame in 2006 when she appeared in the seventh series of reality television show Big Brother (pictured with a male friend)

Chloe Khan shared: ‘Sending love beautiful . So sorry to read.’

While Gemma Atkinson added: ‘I’m so sorry for you both.’

Aisleyne has always been open about her heartbreaking quest to become a mother. 

In June, the TV personality admitted she’s ‘starting to panic’ that she will no be able to have children.

She told The Sun: ‘I’m really starting to panic that it’s just not going to happen for me’ before adding that she’s aware that her women’s body ‘clock is always ticking’.

Career: The reality star reached the final on Day 93; she came third with 22 per cent of the public vote on Big Brother

Career: The reality star reached the final on Day 93; she came third with 22 per cent of the public vote on Big Brother

She added: ‘I just have to hope and pray that I’ve not left it too late to have my miracle baby.’ 

On her miscarriages she went on: ‘It was heartbreaking because you’re left thinking, ‘What have I done wrong?’. I went through a lot of self-blame before they investigated what was happening.’ 

Meanwhile, Aisleyne opened up about the heartbreak of losing four babies in an emotional appearance on First Dates in 2018.

Devastated: The TV star was devastated as she lost her fifth child, with Aisleyne tragically admitting that she had 'never been more ready' to have a baby'

Devastated: The TV star was devastated as she lost her fifth child, with Aisleyne tragically admitting that she had ‘never been more ready’ to have a baby’

News: Aisleyene continued to say of the baby's father, whom she hasn't spoken publicly about: 'When a mother loses child we all rally around her, and sometimes he, the father is lost in the mayhem'

News: Aisleyene continued to say of the baby’s father, whom she hasn’t spoken publicly about: ‘When a mother loses child we all rally around her, and sometimes he, the father is lost in the mayhem’

The reality star talked about the difficulty of her journey towards finding love on the dating show, becoming tearful as she described the emotional turmoil of suffering three miscarriages, and a stillbirth at seven months pregnant.  

The former reality star told of the tragedy she suffered after falling pregnant four times during a past relationship that lasted 10 years, and said the pain made her ‘shut myself off from love’. 

During an emotional moment speaking about a ten-year long relationship she was in in her twenties, Aisleyne wiped away tears as she recalled her heartbreak.

‘I had a lot of pain in my last relationship because I lost some babies. I lost four babies and one at seven months, so I had to give birth. 

Upset: The devastated model went on: 'I'm losing my mind. And I don't mind'

'I just wanna be with my babies': Referring to her previous losses in another story, she wrote: 'Again and again and again and again'

Upset: The devastated model went on: ‘I’m losing my mind. And I don’t mind’ before referring to her previous losses in another story, writing:’Again and again and again and again.

Loss: Aisleyne added to her stories: 'Some would say I didn't even know you. But I carried you, felt you grow. Longed for the day we'd meet. Dreamed of your future. Not only did I know you, I fell in love with you'

Loss: Aisleyne added to her stories: ‘Some would say I didn’t even know you. But I carried you, felt you grow. Longed for the day we’d meet. Dreamed of your future. Not only did I know you, I fell in love with you’

But the relationship broke down: ‘And then we split up. I shut myself off from love. I thought, I’ve had enough.I thought, money can’t leave you, money can’t die. So I thought I’d chase money instead of love.’

She added: ‘After the fourth one, they did tests and found out I was rhesus negative‚Ķ It’s quite powerful blood and if a foreign body comes into it, it’ll just attack it. 

‘But [now] it’s just one simple injection. So I can have a baby. But my other ones are in heaven.’

Aisleyne rose to fame in 2006 when she appeared in the seventh series of reality television show Big Brother.

She entered the Big Brother House on Day 12, and became known for her clashes with fellow contestants Nikki Grahame and Grace Adams-Short, and for being voted into the House Next Door by the public – a secret house, where she was forced to choose who out of five new contestants would become new housemates.

The reality star reached the final on Day 93; she came third with 22% of the public vote.

For help with related issues, contact Tommy’s, a miscarriage, premature birth and stillbirth charity, at [email protected] or call 0800 0147 80099.

Worry: In June, the TV personality admitted she's 'starting to panic' that she will no be able to have children

Worry: In June, the TV personality admitted she’s ‘starting to panic’ that she will no be able to have children

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